Tuesday, July 29, 2008

A Pookie lesson...


Meet Pookie, my Parent's dog. He's also known as "the shadow", because he would be next to you all day. He would walk beside you from the bed to the bathroom, to the kitchen, to the living room, back to the kitchen and, when you sit down, there he jumps and stays next to you, until you get up and there he goes again...to the bedroom, to the kitchen... He does this until you feel like you need to take a Pookie vacation and, with a firm voice, you send him to his little house. He stays clear for a little while and then he comes back on duty as Pookie "the shadow" all over again. He just does not get tired of being next to you. He's a needy dog, I guess. It's like he's always cold and needs to be next to you, close to you to survive.
I wonder if God wishes we were more like Pookie. Instead, so many times I'm the very opposite. I get involved in so much, doing so much, distracted by life's craziness that I sometimes forget that the only way I can stay alive is by walking every single step next to Him. He loves spending time with us. I might get tired of Pookie following me around, but God never ever gets tired of His children walking next to Him. In the contrary, He promises to bless us, to teach us, to shape and mold us, to fill us with His joy and abundant peace through our daily walk with Him. He wants us to understand that we do need Him, every day, every second, to survive in this world. Like Pookie, he wants us to stay close, side by side, so He can pour His blessings on us.
I must try harder, walk closer. Hopefully, on the days I forget, Pookie will remind me.

Friday, July 25, 2008

He loves me....

He loves me, even when I mess up. He forgives me, even though He knows that I will, for sure, mess up again. I look at me and see...you don't want to know, He looks at me and sees potential, then He smiles and calls me beautiful.
God, I don't get your love, I don't understand it, but I'm so glad to have it. It's all I need...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Frustration frustrates me....


I hate feeling frustrated! Even more, I hate the fact that I get easily frustrated. A situation, a conversation that hits a wall, an argument with no immediate solution, a simple miscommunication, all these scenarios have the same potential...I get frustrated. When I feel like I don't have the answer or when I feel like I do, but those around me don't agree, when I loose control of my own emotions I get frustrated. Then, my frustration brings a response, a reaction, which eventually makes me feel feel even more frustrated...but at me. Why? Well, no one likes to feel judged, no one likes to feel misunderstood, but the truth is that no matter how much we try to avoid these situations, they will come. They are part of this life we live with people as imperfect as us. I hope I can learn to deal with things better. Frustration only makes things more difficult, because it brings with it more frustration in response.

God, have mercy on this daughter of yours. Give me the wisdom to deal with the things that bring these feelings to me and thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for seeing Jesus when you look at me.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

To blog or not to blog...that is the question

I don't know if this happens to you, but it sure happens to me. Sometimes I feel that, as a leader, my blog should always inspire, encourage, uplift and so on. However, not everyday do I find a spiritual lesson to share with you guys or a word to encourage, not everyday do I feel positive, not everyday do I feel like I'm on top of the world. Those days, even though I want to blog, I just don't...I feel like I have nothing to give. But tonight I was thinking, there's no requirement, there's no outline to follow, there's no need to be up all the time or to have a life changing post for the world to read. I can just be naked, truthful, transparent, honest...I can just be me. I'm sure that those days when my brain can't come up with something amazing to blog about, but I still make myself available for God to use me...He does. So, my dear reader, even if this post was not life changing for you, it was for me. I feel encouraged to keep on giving, even when I don't really feel like I have much say...I'll leave the life changing part to God...He's good at that.

On that note, I'm going to sleep :)

Monday, July 14, 2008

To think about...

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies within us while we live.

-Norman Cousins

Some pics from Promissa's video shoot...









Sunday, July 6, 2008

Promissa in town next week

Hey guys, just want to let you know that my girls will be in town next week, so Promissa will be having a couple of performances. We will be making some noise with FRC at the Weston Town Center this Saturday at 9pm. Please come out and check us out after service!!!